I have nausea and vertigo, I’ve been sitting on my toilet for almost one hour. I feel sick.
I maintained a streak of 20 days not drinking alcohol, and yesterday I broke it. Had a beer and four red wine glasses. The result is something I was desperately avoiding.
It’s not that I have any kind of addiction, but I noticed I feel way too better when I’m not drinking. And I mean not just physically, my mind benefits from it the most! Lucidity, optimism, memory improved, and an energetic frenzy for projects, stuff to learn and work.
Fuck yeah, I’m going to break my 20-day milestone this time!
But now, I must pay for my mistakes, taking a one-hour-long shit, squashy liquid reeky shit.
the Shy Tird 