Apparently, my bowels are not ready to take a shit yet.
Yet, I desperately need a shit, because what’s inside me is the reason of my early raising.
5:00AM more or less, and my bowels now refuses to shit. How dare you stupid bowels?
Why you do this to me?
Why?
After everything I did for you!
Why?
Stop please!
You’re the only reason of my disgrace!
Why! WHY?!
I hate you!
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But you’re right, you hate me too, always treating you like shit….
I get it….
I don’t deserve you.
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I apologise for everything I’ve just said.
I am just drowsy, in need of sleep, and I don’t know what I was saying….
Please forgive me!
PLEASE!
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FUCK YOU FUCK! NOW JUST TAKE THIS FUCKING SHIT!
the Shy Tird 