Wednesday, 21 July 2021 | 08:36 AM

It kinda feels I am going to die soon. My sleep is the problem. It is inconsistent. My body keeps waking me up. Back to those things that matter, though, It was smooth and soft, very much ice-creamy. Nice. At least something I don’t have to struggle...

Tuesday, 20 July 2021 | 07:13 AM

Still on the toilet, back on writing. Not as easy though… My bowel is making brutal contractions, and I can’t think. It’s to intense! These painful shats are too fucking frequent! This is insane! Yet, a morbid way to write more...

Tuesday, 20 July 2021 | 06:50 AM

Live fast die young But shitting needs time. Gotta stay relaxed, gotta live the moment, leaving your turds behind. But these days I got no time. Gonna die soon I guess. That’s what it feels like. If I die I want to do it on the toilet.