I feel shit right now.
Had some beer with friends yesterday.
What the fuck, why am I awake at 4:30 AM?
I felt it, that was the usual something. That feeling I have when I drink.
First I drink, then I sleep, then I’m awake again, after just some 3 to 4 hours.
Then I can’t fall asleep back again, sometimes even with a perky headache – just like the one I have right now – and I feel it: stuff inside my bowels. It starts with some farts, and it takes more than a couple of hours for the real shit to get out.
In the meanwhile I can’t sleep. Can’t think either because I’m drowsy and this headache is killing me.
Fuck it.
My cat was so cuddly… she was lying right over my chest. Purring. So lovely! So tender! yet I couldn’t help sleeping.
So I moved to the toilet, some one hour ago, doing what I always do in this case: stretching in and out my arsehole, taking slow in-and-out long deep breath, you know, just to get sone stimulus to my bowels.
Well. Yet nothing happened.
At least my cats joined me, one on my right and the other on my left. I feel less alone.
Shit! Why can’t I be normal like the rest of the people?
I only had three beers 😦
the Shy Tird 