It felt like there was some huge turd waiting to be expelled.
But it didn’t come out. Felt it inside. Piling up.
Nothing out.
I kept pushing and pushing. Nothing out.
I was about to give up when I tried one last push.
Then I felt it getting closer and closer to the exit hole, but as close as it was getting just as big it became.
I don’t know I made it, but I MADE IT!
It was indeed gargantuan, and I feel relieved. Re-lived
