And after diarrhoea and constipation, comes back pseudo-normal shit.
It is not that I feel good right now, as you can see it’s pretty damn early in the morning, the sun in dawning, and I am … am … I can’t find a way to express this. I am plenty of distress, am stressed, can’t wind down, I need rest but I can’t find peace. And this is just not enough to express how I feel.
I also drank perhaps-too-much wine, but it’s not what actually matters. Problem is my mind is overwhelmed, and my body feels it too. This is why my bowels health is being so poor lately.
A pause from alcohol will be a start, for sure, but then I need to put my life in order.
It is difficult, it is complicated, but it will bring, inevitably, SHIT
